Twilight

Ok so I saw twilight last night....and I can completely see how a teenager would fall in love with that movie. It was dark but not too dark and it had a very different but exciting love story. I personally gave it 3 out of 4 stars.

I had a dream....

Last night I had the weirdest dream...

I dreamt that Shawnda (my ex) and I moved out to Arizona. I hated it. I was lonely, I hated Shawnda, I was bored, and generally just miserable. I ended up moving home in the middle of the night and leaving Shawnda without telling her. I remember that I had to find a truck to move my bookcases and furniture and that somehow that ended up being a really big deal. Then after I moved I was with K.
My dream is fading quickly from my mind so Ill try and get the rest out of my head.
I remember I left K for JP (my ex before shawnda) and when I did it I was so happy. I told her I didn't want to be with her or have anything to do with her. All I remember was the feeling of relief and elation I had when I left her to be with JP. That great feeling lasted till that night when I remember crying and missing her so bad I wanted to die. When I missed her...I felt like I would have given up my heart, my soul, or my life to be with her again.
This dream has left me perplexed.

Cute new puppy pics

Ok so I should just rename this blog...the Tofu blog.

I stole her ball....can you tell?

Shes watching tv

Shes so silly....she loves sleeping upside down.

My Fav 5

Guys I would sleep with (in no particular order)....if I would ever sleep with guys again....
1. Devon Sawa
2. Ryan Phillippe
3. Dwayne Johnson (yes The Rock)
4. Leonardo DiCaprio
5. Jonathan Rhys Meyers

Ok so shockingly...that list was a whole lot harder to come up with than I thought it would be! I would have added Heath Ledger if I wasnt creeped out by adding dead people to that list.

Woman I would sleep with (this one will be easy)...
1. Amy Lee (lead singer of evanescence...oh the dirty things I would do to her)
2. Gillian Anderson
3. Melanie Lynskey
4. Lucy Liu
5. Dana Delaney

Mono

So K has mono.

I had mono when I was in college. it sucks. I slept for 2 weeks straight. I feel kinda bad for her...but at the same time I don't because ALL the sickness stuff is starting again. Her tooth hurts, her back hurts, her foot hurts - MY head hurts.

Hey ya know what tho? At least she has friends again. She has immersed herself in dyke drama and since the L word is officially over I need to get my fix from somewhere - hell why not real life?


Anyway other than that...and my new obsession with "puff the magic dragon" things have been pretty boring.

WHO KILLED JENNY?!

Ok so I know its been over a week since the finale but Im still irritated by it.

I mean seriously....wtf?! They didnt answer any questions, there were no happy endings, we didnt get to see enough Lucy Lawless....I mean come on! If youre going to have Lucy Lawless as a guest star then have LOTS of her on the screen.

And WHO KILLED JENNY?!

I realize that there was a rediculous amount of focus on the "unfinished railing" so in all probability she fell due to that....but at least freakin TELL US!

I wanted to see lots of things I didnt get to during this last episode. If I had my way this is what would have happened:
Shane - breaks up with Jenny and gets back together with Molly and lives happily ever after.
Tina - stops trying to see the good in Jenny and moves with Bette to NY.
Bette - gets to kill Jenny. I think she deserves it.
Alice - breaks up with Tasha (I didnt like them from the begining) and dates Melanie Lynsky
Max - gives Bette and Tina his baby and lives happily as a man
Helena - runs away with me. (who doesnt want a rich, gorgeous, woman with an accent??)
Kit - lives happily ever after with her man...errrr wo-man.
Jenny - dies but not before she gets to see how horrible a person she was to mess with everyones lives.

Anyway they announced some BS about watching the interrogation tapes online each week. People you canceled the show, made it a REALLY short season, AND made a shitty finale. Why would I want to watch more?

The snow is melting

Ok so the snow is melting...and you would think this is a great thing right? Well for us of the human variety it is...but for the poor puppy....not so much. Weve had snow on the ground for so long that the puppy cant do her business on anything but snow. So the poor thing runs around the yard to find the teeny tiny snow mound that was left over from plowing to go on. Its kinda funny but kinda upsetting too. Hopefully she will figure out soon that its ok to go on grass. This is a picture of her from the snow storm before last...she still gets so excited when it snows out. She runs around trying to catch the snow flakes in her mouth and when that dosent work she rolls little snow balls with her nose and then jumps after them like they were trying to escape.

Also the dog and cat lately have come to this weird truce. They still fight like...well cats and dogs....but then at other times they sleep together. Its just adorable.

So I came back from vacation last week....and I want to go back ON vacation! It was great. I slept, watched tv, slept, played with the puppy, slept and then slept some more.

So K proposed (sorta) again. We were out at lunch yesterday ...and K hits me with, "so what do you think about me putting a ring away on lay-away?" I said "a ring for what?" (yeah I knew for what but I didnt really want to admit it) and she said "a ring for you...I mean I figure were already domestic partners so we might as well start thinking about marriage". Ugh! I think this got brought up because K started hanging out with her friends again and shes sees just how shitty the dating pool is out there. Not that she wouldnt find someone...but she wouldnt find someone like me again. (not that Im tooting my own horn but....well....toot toot!)

breif update

So I found the joys of facebook....
It is so horribly addicting I cant even tell you.

K and I are doing well? (yes the question mark is in there on purpose)
Weve had some really bumpy ups and downs.
She moved out again....did drugs again.
I made her stay away for a month....and then I let her back in.