Decision

So I think in some strange far reach of my mind I have come to a decision.

I know I love K...but I know I will not stay with her forever.
Ive been thinking long and hard about it and I know I wasnt meant to be with her. I will bide my time for now because I dont know if 1. I can be alone 2. I can make it on my own and 3. what I would do with the puppy. So yes...my desire to volunteer in the LGBT community is not 100% selfless...its partly to be able to meet people...and maybe meet THE person.

And so I bide my time.

Ok so work is CRAZY busy today....and Im not sure why! Go home people! Im sick and I dont feel like dealing with you!